
I’ve been spending quite a bit of time reflecting on 2025, a year of challenges, adventures, and transformation.

First, the challenges. My crowning accomplishment, the Camino de Santiago, both challenged and thrilled me. My body endured and excelled; my mind and spirit rose and soared. A different type of hurdle, in January, I had cataract surgery on both eyes. By April, I knew something was not right. My vision never fully cleared. Instead, I developed cornea edema, a known complication which occurs in up to 2% of cataract surgery patients. The endothelium, the lowest layer of the cornea, was damaged. Since these cells pump fluid out from between the cornea and the lens, I was seeing through a fluid-filled bubble, a condition called pseudophakic bullous keratopathy (PBK). I saw one cornea specialist who immediately wanted to perform a partial cornea transplant. Next, I met with another specialist for a second opinion. She suggested using Muro drops (3X/day) and ointment (at night) to allow the endothelial cells, which do not regenerate, to enlarge and spread out. We would re-evaluate options every couple of months. In July, we pre-scheduled, as a placeholder, DSEK (partial cornea transplant surgery) for December 4. Surprisingly, for both my doctor and me, my eyes have cleared to the point that we are now waiting and watching. My left eye sees clearly; my right eye has a bit of a “finger print smear” in the outer periphery. I continue to use the drops and ointment diligently. Surgery is not fully off the table; for now, though, my vision has improved significantly.

Next, the adventures. With time to reflect, I re-read my travel blog from this year. Wow! I sure saw, did, and photographed many amazing sites, countries, and people. This year, I’ve been to Madagascar, Reunion, Mauritius, France, Spain, Lava Beds National Monument, Portland, Lake Tahoe, New York, Florida, and Catalina. Cruising, walking, and road tripping – with friends, family, and solo – what a year! A creative quest, I completed Digital Photography II, an online asynchronous course through Cuesta College, allowing me to stretch and evolve my skills as a photographer. Now, I’m dreaming about future adventures while, I admit, feeling a bit melancholy. Combined with my vision issues and turning 66 in January, I sometimes feel wistful when I dream of all the things I want to do, knowing that life is finite and I may not achieve every one of those dreams. I wonder when and how this time of my life I call “Chapter 5: Active Retirement” will end. Then, I look backward and think about all I have done, from raising children, to loving and being loved, to having amazing friends, to teaching and inspiring students, to seeing and doing and being… YES! I want to go and do and see MORE! And, I have already gone and done and seen quite a bit.

Finally, the transformation. When I reflected on completing the Camino, I talked about it being a transformational experience. In fact, this whole year has been one of transformation. Physically, my vision has changed. Emotionally and spiritually, I am moving into the stage of life of enjoying being. Being here. Now. Loving life. Feeling compelled to do what I can and not sad about not doing what I cannot do. Accepting while moving forward and embracing life. Planning while remaining flexible and welcoming. Relaxing and enjoying while challenging and protecting. Making the most of being “insignificantly significant.”





















































































